[Start Here] My Story: Experiences, Abilities, Doubt, and Methodology
The First Miracle
More than a decade ago, an abusive co-worker had been causing a life of torment for both my father and my mother. Let's call that person "Mr. M". My father returned home stressed every day, and dinner time was spent talking about the abuse this co-worker did to my father every day. Of course, this was before modern-day Human Resources or modern moral standards, so such things unfortunately just happened. My father is also a kind, diplomatic man, a man of restraint. He was not the kind to throw punches and/or risk going to jail. As a young person, I felt a strong emotional response from seeing my parents in that state every single day. Out of desperation, I did something that my parents would consider taboo.One morning, Mr. M had done something terrible to my father again at the office, so my father came home early to let off some steam. Overwhelmed with the same kind of rage animals feel when their offsprings are threatened, I ran to a small room, locked it from the inside, and did something specific over and over, pouring all of my heart into it. I then calmed down and went back to the living room and continued my day.
Two and a half hours later, my parents get a call. "Mr. M is dead. He had suffered from a sudden cerebrovascular accident (CVA)". The news spread like wildfire in the small community where we lived, given this abusive Mr. M was a man of high status in the region.
This could have been pure coincidence, and the scientific person in me will not claim that I had "supernatural powers". However, the coincidence was just too strong, and no one ever predicted his sudden passing. and through the years, I have had repeated similar interactions where something akin to a "ritual" that I perform would almost always end up with the "target" suffering from some sort of damage.
This blog is to document my experiments as I try to find out if I can not only replicate this "power" again and again, but also try to uncover the rhyme and reason behind it. I will also provide my personal insights on different related matters.
You can start with these:
Terminology:
This blog can sound like the journal of a Schizophrenic if you don't understand the correct terminology. Things are kept vague on purpose to protect my identity and also to avoid being too explicit.
Divine Process: a sort of "ritual" I perform with a specific target in mind. Used very rarely, this has resulted in the complete elimination of the target without the need to be present or have any physical interactions with the subject.
Profane Process: another "ritual" that involves a certain set of steps that a normal person would consider profane or obscene. Often results in smaller damage and misfortune that can range from the common-cold, rare diseases, or sudden losses such as bankruptcy.
Magnitude: how much heart I put into the rituals. Sometimes I "accidentally" think about others, resulting in a magnitude 0.1-0.5, sometimes I purposely pour all my heart into that specific subject.
Ritual: I use the term "ritual" loosely, because unlike witchcraft or other traditional rituals that involve candles and drawing "magical pentagrams", the things I do are very "mundane" and not very "witchcrafty". However, I have no other words that can describe it other than a ritual. It can be defined as something, or a set of things I do that somehow likely has an effect on a person, or something.
Subject/target/serial numbers: refers to the person I choose to experiment on, often a remote person to ensure authenticity of the "remote abilities". Serial numbers are used instead of names to prevent readers from identifying the person and jeopardizing the process.
The two methods: Divine Process v.s. Profane Process
Through the years, I have discovered that there are two ways of achieving these "psychic" or "telekinetic" results, if we may call it that. Unfortunately, my powers only cause harm to the targets. I wish to find out if it can do the opposite.
I do not use the typical cheesy candles, crystals, charms, or any material objects that you find in sci-fi movies to achieve any of these effects. In fact, I do not believe in such things.
The first is the Divine Process. This involves making a request to God himself. For reference, I was raised in a Christian environment, so the "God" I will refer to is the one known in the Christian world, although I welcome all readers of all beliefs or non-beliefs. The Divine Process has only been used once, in a very emotionally packed setting, and the "target" was confirmed to be harmful to those around him. The target's victim was also a servant of God himself. The Divine Process is the strongest method, and caused complete elimination of the target. I suspect that there are a limited amount of "asks", and the request has to be fair and justified before it has any effect. I have tried using the Divine Process more "casually", and it yielded no results. However, these are all just speculations.
The second is the Profane Process. I accidentally discovered the existence and power of the Profane Process. One day, I unintentionally performed a series of things while thinking about someone, and then that person got into an accident at the exact same moment as I learned through an emergency phone call. Unlike the Divine Process, The Profane Process was originally not meant to cause harm, but had that side effect. The Profane Process is more "morally messy" and involves certain things that I do not wish to explain in detail. I suppose that thing could be called a ritual, but it is not the kind that involves candles or any of that cheesy pop-culture-psychic stuff. If I could explain it, think about it like "Sitting on a sofa and imagining the birth of someone you know" (analogy), so in other words, unlike the Divine Process, when I did this Profane Process thing for the first time, I didn't have any resentment towards the target, and I didn't meany any harm to them either. It was a random discovery that ended up consistent.
Profane Process: Case studies and observations
Case 1: The very first time I performed the Profane Process, I was in a remote location that the subject had physically been to before. For privacy reasons, I will not mention where. At the same exact time I had gone through the Profane Process, the subject had suffered from a traffic accident, resulting in a fractured limb. Although I did not do anything to the subject, I had considered my little "ritual" as the reason they were cursed into that accident. I had guilted myself for months. This was more than a decade ago. Scientifically, I attribute it to coincidence, but humans have an inevitable psychological guilt-response to such events.
Case 2: The second time was the same. I was in a remote location where that subject had been before. As I didn't believe in superstitious things, I continued with my little "ritual", which is really not a ritual in the traditional sense. A day later, I receive news that the target had been affected with Amebiasis (Intestinal Amoeba Infection).
Case 3: The third, unfortunate case: I had performed the Profane Process with yet another subject as my target. Similarly, I was in a remote location, away from the subject, and within the same week of performing the Profane Process, the subject, who had a massive engineering project going on with hundreds of workers involved reported that there was a problem with the project, and either because of foul-play or engineering mistakes, the entire thing ended in a massive disaster. After this third case, I had started to associate my little ritual with damage being caused to others, as the coincidences are just too strong. A small cold wouldn't be much of a coincidence, but the scale and delivery speed of my Process felt almost like a curse ritual. This subject was also someone very dear to me, so naturally, and psychologically, I had gone through a lot of self-directed guilt.
Recent cases: Here is an link to a thread from October 2026 where I try the experiment on multiple people and document the results. There seems to be some successful cases, although my secular personality always leaves room for doubt.
Patterns and findings:
For the Profane Process, the most common theme is that there is a strong taboo element (certain things that are religiously or culturally frowned upon) involved in the rituals. I have tried removing the taboo elements, and it yielded no results. Although it acts fast, it only also seems to only deal damage to the subjects, and it doesn't seem to provide "total elimination" like the Divine Process. It could be something like accidentally thinking of someone's birth while killing a mosquito (analogy). There was no original intention of having any harmful effects, but that seems to be the most consistent side-effect.
Non-scientific theory: This is just a hunch with no scientific backing (what kind of logical person would believe in any of this anyways), I suppose that the Divine Process is a Divine answer to a prayer of sorts, based on merit, and the Profane Process is more of a "dirty curse". I wish I could explain why either of these two things work.
This blog, about me and your role
This blog is to document my findings as I do research and development on these 'powers' that I have discovered by accident. I tend to be very secular and scientific by nature, so a lot of it is just me trying to figure out why the coincidences occur, how to recreate them, and/or if I should start believing in supernatural things.
You don't have to believe in anything supernatural to read this blog. You can be from any background and I welcome you. Thank you for your time here. If you have any questions of valuable stories to share, please feel free to leave a comment.
How you can help: I seem to only be able to "curse" someone once, but never twice, so I always need new people to test this thing on. If you can brainstorm and "volunteer" a person who can be observed before and after the "rituals"/remote experiments have been finished, it may help in terms of increasing the volume of experiments done. Although there is the legal/ethical issue of privacy invasion, which leads to the other problem that we end up using celebrities who are difficult to observe.
I don't really have an interest into the supernatural, psychic lifestyle, crystals, decorative elements, or any of that. I am a pragmatist, I just want to find out if I can develop a procedure for this, and as long as it works, I am happy. I may use references, cryptic wording, and/or omit details that could potentially identify some people in my life that I wish to be left alone.
Fortune telling: My limited experiences and mysterious discontinuation
As a younger child, I would often have dreams that always had a degree of "fortune telling" in them, although I have always discounted them as pure coincidence.
Case 1: In 2007 (again), I had dreamt that our family moved to some new city. The same week, my father came home with news that he suddenly had to transfer to a new location for his work. Although we did move to a distant location, it was still in the same city. So the main prediction was true, but accuracy failed.
Case 2: about six months later, I had this dream that my brother was gifted a new cell phone out of nowhere, and that it was a Nokia phone. A week later, while attending an event in a remote city with my family, we found a model 1101 Nokia phone on the grass. We couldn't identify the owner through contacts or messages, so we ended up keeping the device.
There were two more cases, one where I forgot the details and one that is a little too private, so let's just drop those two.
Unfortunately, my younger years seem to be the only time where such "abilities" had any concrete predictions. After that, even if I had interesting dreams, they no longer predicted any future events. Given that my current dreams tend to be very violent in nature, I would prefer if none of these new dreams things were of predictive nature.
My limits, other notes and future aspirations
Unlike other "psychics", I cannot read the future, and although I consider myself an excellent behavioral analyst, I cannot read minds in the paranormal sense either. I also cannot do "remote viewing", and I cannot heal people from illnesses or any of that stuff. It appears that unfortunately, my power is only good for causing damage to people. I really wish it was the other way around, but if these are the cards I have been dealt with, then I shall dedicate my time researching this specific "gift".
The Romantic Process (a side note)
I have had multiple, consistent results using something else we can refer to as "the Romantic Process", but I would like to keep the scope of this blog mainly around the "telekinetic damage" abilities as the "romantic process" has no inherent value should these "powers" ever be commercialized or proceduralized.
Essentially, similar to the Profane Process, the Romantic Process was a series of side effects (can be considered coincidences) that resulted in unexplained attraction from certain individuals I have "targeted" wether intentionally or not. These individuals varied in race, age range, and geographic origin. The most common and unexplainable aspects were the spontaneity and "initial incompatibility" of the individuals who have shown a positive effect.
However, once again, I do not want to go down that rabbit hole, have no interest in it, and don't think it's any useful given my general disinterest in the conquest of multiple partners unless it deems itself valuable in sorts or readers of the blog would like more information, but measuring it is also harder than the "telekinetic damage" as your target must know you to develop an attraction to you, and that kills anonymity. I am also skeptic about the idea that any affection I have received wasn't just a result of my respectful nature.
Thank you for reading, and enjoy this blog my friend.
Legal Disclaimer: This journal documents purely hypothetical psychic/telekinetic experiments, involving no physical contact, interference, or direct action toward the targets. It is intended for personal documentation, exploration, and should not be interpreted as a statement of intent to cause physical harm or engage in unlawful conduct.
For context, consider this the journal of someone exploring superstitious beliefs or engaging in fictional role play. The writer is physically separated and distant from the targets, have no access to them, and will involve no intermediaries or mutual acquaintances. The experiment will rely solely on the author's mind.
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