Diary of an Esper

Earlier, this month I dedicated an entire night performing my "ritual" focusing only on two subjects ( original post here ). One (F102602) was a firearm-loving young woman who shot her boyfriend and is currently sentenced to five years in prison. The other (M102602) was a registered sex offender  by the name of Merle Wakefield, who was on the run since September, which seemed to be a small eternity for the task force.  Link to news article After the "ritual"/process was finished, I had given up on looking for any updates on the fugitive as too many days have passed and I moved on to targeting influencers and the likes. However, just recently, my algorithm has blessed me with news that  Merle Wakefield had actually passed away . Because I am a very skeptical and secular person by nature, I still would like to attribute it to a mere coincidence until I get at least a good average of five confirmed eliminations per month. He was an offender and likely had higher chance...

I am handling more than I should, and perhaps more targets reduces the efficacy, but I must continue this for the sake of research. I have had great success with smaller unassuming subjects this month, but I would like to get back on track with testing my "powers" on higher profile targets. The assumption is that higher profile targets have more people already resenting them, so they develop an immunity as a result as they already expect some sort of "bad curse" coming their way. Anyways, as usual, we won't know unless we try, so here goes a few high profile targets: G2610-001  (L) - Magnitude 5 - To be updated Result: N/A - update after ritual is finished Other comments: Target is undergoing controversy related to harming her own offsprings G2610-002  (C) - Magnitude 5 - To be updated Result: N/A - update after ritual is finished Other comments: Target is under fire for pushing "toxic" controversial lifestyles on young men and has a documented (but ...

Why do so many paranormal stories share similarities? A lot of "wannabe psychics" get their priorities backwards and see things from an aesthetic perspective and not a pragmatic/scientific perspective. This results in them doing things like drawing pentagrams and chanting.  Just as stereotypes supposedly originate from "lived experiences", a lot of the paranormal experiences we hear today are also the result of "collective memory" that came from people hearing old paranormal stories and adding their own twists. Sometimes a person would see something in a dream and consider it a sort of divine showing, and some people undergoing a mental health crisis or psychosis may recall those things they have heard or read somewhere. Anyways, no matter the country, there are always some common elements that seem to be repeating when listening to people testifying about paranormal events and so-called successful psychics: Pentagrams, drawings, geometrical shapes Crystal...

If you've been following this blog, most of my recent successful hits are limited to giving random people small damage like the common cold, from a distance. Another very rare side effect I have observed is that if they do not catch a cold, they become rather friendly and affectionate, but these have only happened about 1/4 of the times. Unfortunately, I have tried " changing the parameter s" to my little rituals, and nothing seems to allow me to change the effects it has on people. It's always either sickness, or some financial/emotional/personal damage, but I cannot seem to concretely specify what happens to the person or predict/dictate their next actions. I also don't even fully believe that the success I have found so far aren't coincidences as I tend to not bite into the supernatural stuff. Anyways, what if instead of people, I experimented on non-living objects ? Things such as ice cream machines, slot machines, soap dispensers etc. Well, that would ki...

It's a bit draining to work on so many subjects in such a short amount of time, but I have had excellent results this month and would like to keep my volume up so that I can experiment more and find out what works and why it works. Comments this week: The subjects from the past two weeks have been subjects I had some sort of interest in choosing before taking on the task. This time, I will try to just randomly choose the subjects and proceed with the experiments to see if a "lack of general interest" will weaken the effects. Here are new subjects I will be working on: Z52Z1B-010  (Y) - Magnitude 1 - To be decided  Result: N/A - update after ritual is finished Other comments: N/A - Target is a registered offender in the North American region Z52Z1B-011  (Y) - Magnitude 1 - To be decided  Result: N/A - update after ritual is finished Other comments: N/A - Target is under legal trouble for a scandal involving multiple board members  Z52Z1B-012  (Y) - Magnitu...

Some subjects I worked on in October, every ritual involved the Profane Process: Z52Z1B-005 (Y) - Magnitude 1 - Week of September 28  Result: Mild - subject has caught the common cold the following week. Other comments: Although I have had good contact with the subject in the past, the subject no longer is a close acquaintance due to differences in free time and responsibilities Z52Z1B-006   (T) - Magnitude 2 - Week of October 12 Result: Unsatisfactory . No visible physical or emotional effects have been observed as of Oct 21 Other comments: Although I am not on bad terms with this subject, the subject is also not of pleasant nature Z52Z1B-007 (A) -  Magnitude 1 - Week of October 12 Result: Mild - Subject has caught the common cold the following week. Other comments: I have a positive view of this subject. Z52Z1B-008 (A2) - Magnitude 0.5 - October 20 Result: Inconclusive, have had no access to updates on subject Other comments: N/A Z52Z1B-009 (H) - Magnitude 0.5 - Two...

 I want to test out if consumption of an alcoholic beverage would have any effect on success rate. The basis is that under the influence of alcohol, one cannot focus as much as they do without the alcohol. However, with alcohol, one often takes on daring challenges without the hesitation that is often felt due to one's morals. This means if one were to cast a spell, they would likely pour more heart into it without much hesitation, and if hesitation is an obstacle, then maybe it could help in any way.  I rarely drink alcohol due to my principles, so this is a prime chance to do so. I would also like to take this chance to observe how responsible I will be, and train myself to not abuse this "ability" even under the influence of things like alcohol, should this "ability" ever prove itself to be real. Anyways, a new subject (1-81-01) will only be used for this specific setup as I do not want to "cross-contaminate" the same subject with multiple methods.